As I mention above, being the pregnancy woman are not safe for everything. So, now I would like to describe what happened during nine month and ten days the pregnancy woman met.

At the first quarter the first month of my pragnancy as well, Normally you didn’t know you got pregnancy in these moths yet. But I did. I can recognize that I am look strange. I started dislike perfume, I feel vomit while I smell the garbage and coffee (coffee is my favorite breakfast and I never skip coffee in the morning). I was suspected I am pregnant. I told my husband but he didn’t believe me. So I did pee testing, but I get negative result. This test is in two weeks after I recognize that I am strange. Next, I went to do ultrasound and I get congratulation from the doctor, I am pregnant with three weeks pregnancy. What? Oh no… What is my feeling? Yes, I cannot describe my feeling is. I am fears and I am exciting and complicity feeling. Look at my husband so excited to become a father. We are completely nothing to say, we can only ask “is it true? Will we have our baby?”

Yes, this is the hardness period when you get pregnancy. It is the time to announce to everyone that you are pregnancy. First is your parent, your sibling, your relative, co-worker and your close friends. This is so funny. I will tell to everyone when you are eating is not for you, but for 2 life. You are falling as sleep every times and everywhere. You will sleep on sofa at the office; you can sleep on the chair, and on the car. You cannot catch up what people said? You don’t understand. And you may no feeling to meet anyone in this period. Everything and everyone are annoyed to you. Your feeling is starting change. You are early angry and cry without reasons. But for those things you can’t control yourself.

For me, I got shocked in this period. I was red bleeding. I went to meet the doctor and he said I get placenta previa. Placenta previa happens when the placenta partly or completely covers the cervix, which is the opening of the uterus. The baby passes from the uterus into the cervix and through the birth canal during a vaginal delivery. Normally, the placenta attaches toward the top of the uterus, away from the cervix.

This is very dangerous for mother and baby. The doctor said I am in the follow up time. If I am still continuing red bleeding and my health going weak, I have to decide to have an abortion. Oh, no! What is the hard of decision? I never did the very hard decision like this before. I can’t do it. I cannot do this with my baby. My husband and I have no idea. We are silent. The thing we can do is keeping waiting. We are waiting with the praying to the Lord; please keep our son safety and growth him to see the beautiful world with me. I promised I’m not to abandon this chance; I’m will not give up my first time to be a mother. I’m keep fighting with this little life. I lost the weight 3kg because of morning. I was looked so skinny. I was hidden myself from everyone. This is really hard for me, both physical and emotional.

I keep doing routine ultrasound. It is awesome; I stop red bleeding and placenta previa run out of me. Thanks to the Lord and thank to my baby, you are tried so hard for fighting this obstacle. Ok, this time so cute to announce to the thousands of friends in facebook. The secret news that you post in facebook, you will get the unexpected “like” and many “comment” from your facebook friends with the similar of the word “Aw… Congratulation… Excellent baby, how the cute news, you are awesome my friend, Good job lady, welcome to mother life…” The world looks so beautiful. Your body absolutely looks not much difference. Even your face looks not so fresh because of morning sick, you lose weight, you can’t eat and sleep well, but everyone still find the beautiful on your face. This not kidding but it is true. Believe me. The pregnancy women are beautiful.